tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-166634542010-02-07T22:14:19.924-05:00dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.comBlogger755125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-24379964578708417762010-02-07T22:09:00.003-05:002010-02-07T22:14:19.932-05:00

"This week, Dr. Andrew Wakefield's now infamous study linking the MMR vaccine to autism was finally retracted by the prestigious Lancet medical journal. The move came days after medical officials in the United Kingdom found the doctor guilty of multiple ethics violations. For doctors, this is a victory -- but a bittersweet one.As a pediatrician, I grapple daily with what Wakefield wrought:

VictoryGreynoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-17222037031878342502010-02-05T14:47:00.004-05:002010-02-05T15:16:08.525-05:00

you know who you are. congratulations on contributing to the dystopia by treating people the way you just treated someone i care about. yeah, you talked nice for a while... feeding us with the kind of stuff that makes you out to be some kind of purveyor of friendly wisdom. you made your self sacrificial offerings (which i now see are total bullshit, serving only to stroke your own need to be

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-79389057671985622882010-01-26T14:43:00.003-05:002010-01-26T15:53:15.774-05:00

you disgust me. you react to a photo (on a fucking blog, of all things unimportant in the scheme of things - do you believe every image you see on television or every piece of bullshit FOX News tells you? you probably DO, don't you). a photo of me with a gun to my head. oh. the. horror.i wish i HAD a gun to put to my head & end my suffering. but, jesus fucking shit, do you REALLY think i actually

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-29668463372655865452010-01-26T08:43:00.002-05:002010-01-26T08:44:33.297-05:00

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-42646628054364935692010-01-25T01:14:00.006-05:002010-01-25T02:04:52.785-05:00

the corporate states of america's board of directors has spoken: money is speech. this was built on the already condemning mistake a supreme court ruled into law many decades ago (corporate personhood). now we have corporate money as "freedom of speech" to uncap the lobbying & bribery.those of us already screwed by sociopathic corporations (& local government entities) have even more power. those

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-86441999810501102882010-01-20T15:44:00.005-05:002010-01-20T17:54:27.012-05:00

this was a couple yards down from mine; this last halloween.some time back, chief genovese wanted me to take down my art installation (porch, summertime). but THIS crap, bloody heads on sticks, is ok?mine had no faces. no people. there was "fake blood," but it was paint for words & marks on burnt electronics. yet it "upset the neighbors??"chief asshole said "you know, if it was halloween, that'd

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-61280257981865971872010-01-14T07:32:00.004-05:002010-01-14T08:15:36.897-05:00

pressure tank, sea bed, submarine...the crazy, crawling all over, inside me.cartilage burns, suggestions of bursting joints, bone,pounding overstimmed retina, occipital nerves,ear drums against 10,000 leagues of pressure,lungs flooded, bile, desperate spasms failing to collect air.hate, abuse, inflicted help, constantly applied, pushedinert toxin into blood, solution form, mixture, but,now,

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-54717108848806790652010-01-14T06:57:00.001-05:002010-01-14T06:58:34.042-05:00

my immediate family IS my primitive ancestry.

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-16540062491956092212010-01-14T02:11:00.002-05:002010-01-20T17:12:47.146-05:00

... one yard over, out back.as i sit on the toilet, i hear, behind me, what sounds like hate-group killings, dogfighting (w/o dogs), or spectator sports being watched on tv by the kind of males i've always felt alienated by.it's like a kind of catholic church "call & response" noise, except far more malignant & with violent aggression.i can't (thankfully) hear the tv.it's 1:30am on a Wednesday

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-76413212883646908012010-01-11T19:27:00.001-05:002010-01-11T19:32:32.456-05:00

from emphryio:"These constant strangers asking how I am, I want to respond: I'm not a part of a community with you. You're a total stranger to me who couldn't possibly care less how I'm doing. Quit pretending we're a part of community. There is no community. There is no connection at all."two drops.

VictoryGreynoreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-82200566410669647452010-01-09T14:27:00.003-05:002010-01-09T15:08:38.610-05:00

i have superior fire power, bitch!(and here's mischievous dotty blowing leaves into other people's yards)

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-22411225053524217032010-01-09T08:47:00.005-05:002010-01-09T09:30:39.335-05:00

the pattern at the house of the dead:obscene clock radio, 6am,old-style bell ringer phone, 8:30am,repeating at 20-30 minute intervals,at least four times, daily.sprinkling of television or radio in the evening.almost peaceful, compared to the house of sociopathyin my other ear:sneezing, coughing, bitching,obsessively scheduled cleaning(vacuum loudly, every Friday, 11am, or bust)toilet, shower,

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-17210054365277303132010-01-06T12:02:00.003-05:002010-01-09T08:36:21.364-05:00

religion sales at my door at 11:40am.i was polite, but it disrupted my body (guts and mind) getting out of a cozy bed (away from a desperate attempt to relax w/hated meds).my door has signs on it about my neighbor being rude, nasty & ignorant. it's not an invitation for religious saviorship.my guts are twisting up again b/c i had to shove them off before i froze to death & they could

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-31769635361465176032010-01-06T00:57:00.001-05:002010-01-06T00:59:00.044-05:00

you made success

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-90468756632348384932010-01-03T08:07:00.005-05:002010-01-03T09:20:51.267-05:00

See the film Food, Inc. for your lesson this year. i cannot finish watching it.i was prepared for the slaughtering & factory processing; i've been a vegetarian since before elise shat on my heart... but in this film, there was new information i was not prepared for... like the reading materials at my activist companion's house a couple decembers ago... i know enough to know this information is

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com23tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-51313374054087342512009-12-22T19:53:00.002-05:002010-01-04T23:05:52.649-05:00

"belief" is not "knowledge."UPDATE: holy crap: WATCH THIS!!why would i ever have an original thought, right? but no, good to see this.thanks to the commenter who gave me the link.

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-86387307691646547442009-12-02T23:34:00.002-05:002009-12-02T23:38:17.564-05:00

the new york state senate voted down the gay marriage bill. i guess that shows pretty clearly that the majority of them are conservative racist asshole fuckheads. seems that's common in humanity.

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-90604101652275700332009-11-19T20:57:00.003-05:002009-11-19T21:06:42.932-05:00

(This article is a cooperative authorship of jace cavacini (the patient), VictoryGrey and blogavoidant (members of my blog, my NowPublic.com profile and my ONLY support structure in this anti-society; there may be some shifting in perspective of who is telling the story)Dr. Alex Thomas. PsyMD. Number five(?) in my experiences with sociopathic-like psychiatric doctors. Psychiatrists who seem to

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-91506487507197400012009-11-17T11:08:00.002-05:002009-11-17T11:11:43.498-05:00

Please forgive my presumptuous plea. i cannot live where i'm living. Just can't. It's killing me. Some of you have asked me "what can i do to help?" Here's something:Please read the following letter, then send your own version (w/any changes you would like to add). Please send your letter via email !!AND by physical postal mail!! to Nina Wall-Cote, Director, Bureau of Autism Services. She's the

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-49616641082863946712009-11-11T09:38:00.003-05:002009-11-11T09:45:26.670-05:00

My letter to the FCC regarding newly proposed Net Neutrality rules:"Most if not all would agree that one of the most wonderful things the internet has been a platform for is the proliferation of independent media. But some of these media sources now rest on shaky grounds. Home videos, podcasts, and small professional-level productions like The Guild or Strike TV are in direct competition with

VictoryGreynoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-25106397466613571902009-11-10T22:03:00.001-05:002010-01-20T18:08:59.359-05:00

34 wasted years because of you fuckers.

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-85725638326599003662009-11-10T18:28:00.005-05:002009-11-10T18:47:59.115-05:00

"Orlando shooter, US army Fort Hood shooter both linked to psychiatric drugs"http://www.naturalnews.com/027425_drugs_drugs_violence.htmland an interview with the author of Mad In America (Robert Whitaker):http://www.naturalnews.com/011353_drugs_Prozac_antidepressants.htmlthe truth about psychiatric "medicine" is available if you're willing to think for yourself & read a little. don't let them

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-47211482630351025022009-11-06T10:10:00.008-05:002009-11-09T12:50:40.744-05:00

"halos for the sisters, mutilation for the brother - the boy is nothing to their wants""because your god (and seroquel) decree it"

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Evidence is mounting that psych meds are making people (& populations) worse, not better. Nations that don't keep their patients on meds have a higher recovery rate than, the "rich & modern" nations like the USA. You wont find this info welcome in my country because the USA is the home of "big pharma" & "capitalism at the cost of humanity.""...a research effort that lasted 8 years. ... At both

dysamoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10297987530825303618noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16663454.post-32632983981107640032009-10-25T07:58:00.003-04:002009-10-25T08:09:52.116-04:00

starting to post my remixes of other artists' work:the perfect drug (dysamoria coming down) nin's "the perfect drug," on the softer side. © nin.I Feel Loved (dysamoria softmix) Depeche Mode's "I Feel Loved." © Depeche Mode.both are decon/reconstructions. enjoy.

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