cut off the senses
blogger is advertising the blogging of babies and i just want out of life. disgusting to see baby faces every time i log in.
Labels: autism, desires of suicide, the corporate states of america, truth, you have no rights
posted by dysamoria at
9:17 AM
23 Comments:
I would defy them by putting a diaper
on.
that's more of my body i would love to do without; my anus, intestines, bladder, colon... mouth...
At a pount in my life, I wanted to
be a robot, a total machine.
Do you wish to be a machine?
A finely tuned, well maintained,
perfectly adjustable configureable
machine?
.
Y
E
S
.
to be able to turn off for days, weeks, months. turn off emotions or just be shut off completely.
How I wanted to become VKTR System
Series 2000 so badly in that time
of my life. I would walk about with
a voice synth and talk to everyone
with it, I wore a helmet with a respirator
and mic in it and never revealed the
true sound of my voice, all they
heard was an electronic altered
version of it or the voice synth
that I had programmed with preset
responces or lines that commonly got
speaked. I wore armour and the helmet
had a dark visor that could not be
removed and no one could see my face
or hear my real voice. I wore metal
gloves, chain mail trousers, and steel
shoes. No one in the pawnee metal
health place knew what I looked like.
I looked like a robot, a cyborg.
That is what I was to them I would
not let them see anything else.
Don't you feel as an autie that we are expected "NOT TO FEEL" when we feel everything, yet to express it we do other things rather than display it...
Sorry I haven't been on, health issues...
Wow, so much to respond to. First of all, thanks for responding. Although it was late, I'm glad you took the time to reply. Now, before I get to your posted comment on the "I'm relived" thread please allow me to respond to "Cut off the senses."
Observation #1: You're NOT going to cut anything off of your body with cuticle scissors aside from a rogue hair.
Observation #2: You're not going to garner much sympathy by displaying pictures of yourself semi-naked. Doesn't make me want to donate any loot to your "Pay my iphone bill and other essential living expenses" scam.
Now for the "I'm relieved..." post. I'll address your comments similar to how you responded to mine: point by point.
I don't fault you for picking up an iphone. It's a pretty neat gadget. If you regret it now, that's something you to deal with. I'm sure the rest of your cellphone collection is nice as well.
I worked when I was 15 too. I wasn't forced to, I just came to the realization that I needed money to buy a lot of things I didn't want to have my parents pay for. Nike sneakers, CDs, and such. I guess you could say I felt bad about making my parents pay for my crap and decided to lighten the load for them. Working @ 15 helped me out later on and I don't regret it. It didn't end my childhood or my ability to enjoy my teenage years. If anything, it made me appreciate the good times even more.
We are more educated about protecting a child's youth than we were back in the 60s. I don't see how your father exploited you by making you take on a small shred of responsibility during your formative years.
I HAVE a job at current. Make good money too, buy things, pay bills and taxes. I even bought a house and a car.
I've read your blog entirely. I've even read the "evidence" of your "case" against Kutztown University. I concluded that you really don't have much of a case and your evidence is actually just incoherent ramblings about the 'failure of justice' and such. As I said in a previous post, there are two sides to every story. I have a hard time believing KU came down on you for no reason at all. If I were an administrator at Kutztown, I'd have you banned from the email server. I'd also have you arrested if you ever set foot on campus.
Maybe Jefferson is a sociopath. Maybe not. Either way, I'm not going to take your word for it. You provide a lot of information, and I'm sure it is helpful for some of the folks who frequent your website. Personally, I don't need to be spoon fed your definition of what a sociopath is. If you want to show me how intelligent you think you are, copying information from a medical journal isn't going to be enough. The only Jeffersons I am familiar with are George Jefferson, Thomas Jefferson and Jefferson Airplane.
You mentioned the beans first, not me. I thought you were going to go further and try to explain how your life is like a can of beans, or something. Maybe in your next post you'll take some pics of yourself naked and eating a can of vegetarian beans.
Nothing wrong with vegetarians.
You're pretty quick to label me as a victimizer and/or abuser. Seems to be your MO. Anyone who doesn't sympathize with you is automatically cast as a victimizer and/or abuser.
Here's a quote from you: "Victimizers tend to blame others for the acts they themselves commit" That sounds very much like what you're doing. You blame Will Jefferson, your family, Kutztown,etc for things that you've done yourself.
I was hoping you'd engage in a decent conversation. Why am I not surprised it didn't come about? There was no character assasination or assault on your ethics. I'm sorry if I don't appear educated enough or sympathetic enough to say "Wow, you've been victimized your whole life. Poor you!" like some other folks on here.
Little Tigger is apparently busy dressing up like a robot now. Nevertheless I'd like to thank him or her for responding to my posts in your absence.
Final Data: I think you are a victimizer. Because you perceive yourself as a victim, you seem to have a penchant for victimizing others...who probably don't deserve it.
Hell, that's what you tried to do with me. I'm not falling for that crap.
Peace.
Peace.
Oh look, LIttle Miss I'm Oh So
Perfect Grownup is back.
Oh righhhhhhhhht, say you worked at 15 too
Miss Normie, just because Dysam said
it. Just because you were born with a BMW
keychain on your neck in White Suburbia
with all those cellphones you got with
your $50,000.00 a month salary, of which
job was handed to you like every other
job because you are scrawny, GEE, CAN'T
HIRE a FAT Woman now, can we Bob????
Oh, yes, I'm Able and I drool on the
Table, if I can be kicked in the buttcrack
with an iron boot and stabbed with a
medeval toadstabber and then put in
the Iron Maiden, THEN --- THAT must
MEAN, SO CAN YOU!!! DON'T you have
a JOB YET??? Quit Faking and get out
of that WHEELCHAIR and WALK!!!!
Oh yes, why don't you come ARREST ME
for being handicapped and not Oh So Perfect
like you???
Good thing you arent president isn't it,
or you would be forever chasing me and
trying to force me to Conform to an unjust
terrorist Marxist system, or I'd have
you impeached.
Oh SURE, Dysamoria is SOHHHH RESPONSIBLE
to CONVINCE YOU !!! There is a REASON
and if you don't want to listen GET OFF
THIS BLOG POOPY PANTS!!!!
Able Grable Poops her pants, eats dirty rotten
smelly ants, her legs are brown, from pooping
in town, she looks like a broom and smells like
a clown (who pooped his trousers!!)
Gee, for someone who is NOT an abuser
you sound SO FRIENDLY!!!! Gee, your the
worst example of a human I have ever seen,
no, you are an abuser.
Able must be from a Marxist country,
yes, it must be, in AMERICA we are
FREE to DRESS HOW WE WANT!!!
Gee it must STINK to not live in a free
country, where it is so free and there is
no law.
Dang Able is stupid, don't she know I dress
like a cat now? No, I think it will be a
Medieval Warrior this week.
I AM THUNDARR!! The Barbarian!!
I am glad I am behind this computer,
don't tell her where you live Dysamoria,
she might come to your home and abuse you.
Until Mrs. Able Normal quits denying people
their jobs, I am going on a work strike,
I am refusing to work for anyone else but
MYSELF. I have a job, I work for ME,
I AM the BOSS.
I don't work for anyone else and I take
orders from no one, especially not some
dang woman, GET BACK IN THE KITCHEN
AND MAKE ME A SANDWICH, thats right,
I'm secksist and I LOVE IT, don't like it?
DON'T let the DOOR hit your scrawny
butt on the way out, I am not changing
for YOU.
You wanted equality? You wanted liberation?
You wanted to run the
country?
SUCK IT UP!! I will stay home and
take care of the kid, and YOU can go out
and WORK!!
BED
MADE
LIE
How dya like that? O I am sorry,
YOU DON'T LIKE IT?
There is the DOOR, don't
let it hit your scrawny
bony butt on the WAY OUT!!!
Stupid Bi Polar FREAK, at least
I have ONE MOOD ALL THE TIME
and I don't go around freaking out
on people when they don't expect it,
dang bi polars need to all be cut in half
so at least we can separate their
stupid mood swings.
There, I will treat you like you treat
all other of those with handicaps, you
LIKE IT??
You are using your "Bi Polar" bull poop
as an excuse to be a BEANHATCH!!
Jusdt admit it, your a mean stupid
poopyface, you are not Bi Polar.
Stop it, you can do it, you are just
using some fake label, stop swinging
moods and just stay the same all the
time.
Btw Able
Get your tax return filed in time next
year, I have to eat too!!!
Ms. Able,
Lets hope its your final data as you have written. Really I don't think you ragging on Jace is going to help things. And besides, do you really think its going to improve what he really thinks of you? Doubtful. Maybe you've deluded yourself to the point you think you can fix him. It's not going to happen online. Autism has no cure and there is no magic pill that will make it all better.
As I have said before Jace's pictures and blogs are an outlet for feelings he can not express as an autie. You are not meant to understand the reasons why, its symbolic or at time even more deeper than that. Jace is someone who cuts himself literally to make himself feel differently than he already does, he wants to stop the pain and obssessive feelings he has. His blog could educate you in his abilities/disabilities but it seems you aren't open to learning.
You sign out as peace, but you criticize and attack throughtout yor rant, really if his blogging brings you to that, why even read it? Why do you care so much about an autie cutter's blog?
As for being a victim, auties are often accused of "playing the victim. Trust me, its not playing, I know from first hand experience and from the back of a fist. Auties are easily taken advantage of. Auties are easily misunderstood through lack of expression or tone of voice. Being an autie is crap, but its our lot in life, and we cope as well as we can by letting off the steam in other areas, thus Jace's blog, and my own. NT's(Neurotypicals or normals as Tigger would put it) don't have the problems we do expressing emotions or being understood. Its what makes us auties. Again, you really should read up on Asperger's and autism before accusing Jace of Scamming and seeking sympathy. I am sure he didn't seek you out personally asking for donations, though he has it posted on his blog. If that's what has offended your senses, you really don't have to read his blogs, I am sure there are millions of others out there you can harass and criticize.
Hi Dee.
When one thinks about it, able
grable smable is nothing more than
a common terrorist.
Not the kind that alot of peple think
of, the stereotypical turban sporting gun
toting screaming idiot that so many
think of.
Terrorists can be any nationality,
race or "colour".
Terrorists ENJOY terrorising, it
is all they have in their miserable
poopybutt lives.
I am not defending able grable,
why would I defend rubbish like that?
Maybe she needs a big dump truck
full of camel poop dumped on her
head and make her eat boogers
and frogturds.
They think that by simply terrorising
that they can just make someone
Normal.
It does not work that way and they
will always be too stupid to realise this.
I'd like to take a big load of camelboogers
and make her swim in them for 40
days and 40 nights, ehh wait, she might
enjoy it.
This is fun!
Little Tigger,
If you're truly an adult aged male and you speak the way you do, I weep for you. And I pray for you too.
Hope you realize your dream and become a cyborg or whaever it is you're looking to become. Robocop or the Terminator or maybe a cross between a Transformer and Cookie Monster. Who knows.
Dee,
I'm not trying to rag on anybody. The main point I was trying to make was that for as much as Jace was victimized...in reality or in his own mind....he has turned it around and probably victimized others. How many posts have been dedicated to his family, or Kutztown, or the neighbors calling the cops on him? In every instance, Jace puts out the point of view that he's the victim.
Something tells me that those around him can be considered victims of Jace too.
Families will do as much as humanly possible to help one of their own through something. But there's only so much they can do.
People do not call the police on their neighbors for no apparent reason.
Universities do not ban former employees from accessing their email server unless there's a half decent reason for it. Did you see some of the things he allegedly sent to people at the school? Take a look at "The Evidence, the story, the whole truth".
Jace has been worn down by all of this, no doubt. But I'm sure so have his neighbors, former employers and family. All he does is slam them on here because he has not gotten the compensation he thinks he deserves. I'd love for someone to present the other side of the story on here, but I doubt it would be allowed.
I've come on here and posted comments simply to put out my observations. I'm not going to agree with him and mollycoddle him simply because he's dealing with issues. That's not being fair to him. Keep that in mind.
Peace
Ah why? Who gives a farty sniffpoopy about
adults? Is there some kind of law about it?
Dang your suck a ragger bagger gagger.
Dysamoria has NEVER victimised ME,
dang what a liar liar pannys on fire.
A terrorist to the end.
You kjnow you love to make Dysamoria
miserable, you enjoy it so much, you
are a terrorist.
Well, guess what smellybutt?
He
Isn't
Going
To
Stop
Doing
His
Blog
Or
Change in any way
Especially for you, pants pooper,
do you really think you have made
a difference in HIS life? Do you
really think that because you are
terrorising him he is going to change?
I am not going to stop razzing you until
you leave. Think about that, if you are
able, haha get it,? Your name says what
you CAN'T do. YOUR NOT ABLE HA ha HA.
Hey Able, where's your brother
Cain did you KILL him
with your smelly BUTT?
Oh JESUS CHRIST or should I say
OH MOHAMMED! Or should I say
ALLAH DANG IT!!! Gonna go pray now
huh, go sit in your boring growedup stupid
church for 2 hours, god you growedups are
boring, going sitting in church for a million
hours then you get alll cooky butts if someone
makes the slightest noise, why do you
waste your time going to church? You
could be out playing in the mud or doing
something FUN. church stinks, get a REAL life.
Might as well put on a turban and yell
LALALALALALALALALA because
your ugly enough to become one, why
don't you join the toiliebahnn and wear
a big toilet on your head so all that diarrhoea
that runs down your smelly leg will have
some place to go finally.
Your a stinky smelly ugly dirty glove faced
camelbooger eating cowpoop sniffing stinky armpit
anorexic stupid old poopyhole.
Why don't you go live in the middle east and
be a terrorist there, boogerface?
You would sure get along better there with all
the other terrorists, you would have more
people to terrorise, and they would be just as
scrawny and ugly and bony as you, tell me something
terrorist, do you clatter when you walk? God you must
smell as bad as you look.
ONly a scrawny boogery pinchfaced jennipher like
you would enjoy terrorism.
Are you as UGLY as Jennipher Anus-ton?
Ha ha get it, Anus, ???
She looks like an anus which means
POOPYHOLE!!! Like you!
Or as nasty as Alley McBarf?
Allie McBeel barfed on her wheel, she looks
like some dogpoop you mash under your heel,
Able is drooling on the table, and Allie is gally
so all you ugly chix need to EAT EAT EAT!!!
Instead of spending all that money on stupid
glass elephants and treadmills why don't you
spend it on FOOD???
You're so scrawny that if you take a bath
you have to get out first before you unplug
the drain so you don't go down the SEWER.
Oh wait that is why you stink.
Clatter clatter, hey. whats that sound? Thats
Able walking down the street, hear her bones?
A skeleton in a turban terrorising the neighbourhood,
hey Alllie, did HOmesecurity pick you up
for terrorising old ladies and kicking the cane
out from under her? Werent you that ugly
pinchfaced buzzcutted scrawn who yanked that
wheelchair out from uynder the old grandpa?
Yes, I heard about you, no one is safe with you
around, I am glad your not in my neighbourhood
I don't want to get blowed up.
Here is a free paper bag to put over your
face, your ugliness is making the walls stink
in here.
okay jenni higgins, megan, brielle or which ever one of you it is, you can knock it off now. no, it's not fun. you're a fucking loser, with mounds of insecurities otherwise you wouldn't feel threatened enough to be making these troll posts. you're not interested in conversation. you're only interested in you. i don't care.
Let's call her Miss Ugglah Squeakybutt.
All she can do is get around in a office chair
making squeaky noises with her bony
butt.
She goes to the store to buy butt oil
because her butt is so scrawny that
she has to oil it or it squeaks shut so
she can't poop.
I think someone stole her butt oil
this week, her butt has squeaked
shut, and there is turds building up
inside her, brown and smelly and she
can't poop so she does not know how
to tell someone that she is having
butt problems, she needs to call the
local butt doctors and have them come
out and drill out her poopyhole because
her butt has squeaked shut and now
she has to pay for more butt oil so
she just picks someone to blame, and
that is someone with a handicap because
she can't face someone like herself,
so she takes it out on a handicapped
person.
I think crisis intervention should give
her a visit and drill her butt out and
apply the butt oil so she will leave us
alone and she can go play with her
cucumbers and banjo salad.
If this works, you can see what Able
has gotten up to lately, why she is
being a terrorist pice of rubbish
lately.
Click Here to see a Able
at typical doctor's office visit.
Little Tigger
another time and place might have been a laugh, but i've run out of laughs for this whole thing.
OH boogers. Error code 331.
Shall I return to ballistic attack on the
dirty old poopyhole?
I hope you will forgive me, I do
not communicate well at all,
I think its one of those its that
thing where you switch feelings
or something at a bad time, I
forgot what its called.
This was not suposed to be mean
to you, it was making fun of her or
should I say IT.
I will not post any more drawings
if it would be uncatful for me to
do so.
I ddid ot and I do not wish to
be uncatful to you, I think of
you as a frend and not a enemy.
I hope my version of frend is
close enough that our command
interpreters decode the word
closely enough so that they
do not collide.
I shall post no more fotos until
it will be catful of me to do so.
If you wish for me to halt the
ballistic counter terrorism, I
shall leave the blog for a few days
and unsubscribe from these threads
so I don't dog up the board.
It is your board and I wish to
be as Catful to you as I know how
because to me you are cool.
one more thing: you're totally unoriginal and uneducated about anything beyond your little sector of "pulled myself up by my bootstraps." You haven't evolved one bit from one comment to another. you're NOT looking for conversation. You're looking to argue because you LIKE to argue because you want to be right regardless of the information available.
nothing you've said hasn't been said before by more or less ignorant people JUST LIKE YOU, Mike.
Boot straps suck.
They should be boot braces
for those that cannot use
boot straps.
Really sad that on a blog with no anonymous comments we have an "able" anonymous poster...
people can still be anonymous. even getting their IP address only gets you to their ISP. Then you're stuck unless a criminal offense needs to be investigated and the police or FBI actually give a fuck about your complaint.
anonymity allows people to say the shit they say on the internet. you should see the shit Brielle says as her many different characters on the internet.
i chose to be me. to identify myself. it has caused me nothing but trouble, but i STAND BY WHO I AM and i do not HIDE WHAT OR WHO I AM.
that serves me no good either, being anonymous. i've tried it. it feels like lying. i'm pathologically honest. i can't lie.
other people have no such constraints. they have complex systems of justification and whatnot because they are more "NT" than we with AS. So they can "get away with it" and not feel one bit of shame, responsibility or even discomfort.
not me.
I don't like the name I was given
so I changed it to Tigger, Tigger
is my name in my mind but in the
rest of society they want to
call me my name on paper.
I just want to be Tigger because
I am a cat-boy, and I can't be a
growedup like stupid society wants
to force me to be.
Hey you contact TokKa he has sometin 4 u
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