do you mean it? [EDITED]
[consistency]
people have a lot of trouble- nowait- problems with that concept.
you're allowed to change your mind about wanting fries with that, but not about throwing away $300 worth of plane tickets because "i changed my mind" and the equivocal "i didn't mean it, or i don't mean it any more." More precisely, "i never said anything that wasn't emotionally valid at the time." [real quote, corrected]
oh, great murder defense, there Elise.
you get to change your mind about what today's wardrobe is going to be, not about how much you care about someone after making all kinds of promises. you don't get to ignore them, then make them tiny because you fucked something up on your end and can't own up to it.
i've learned to find out what people are saying when they're not talking, or what they're saying underneath their false talk. underneath their lies and their body language. i see so much you will never even consider.
when you lie, cheat, steal, backstab, redirect, revise, "forget" and all those other things you so-called "normal" people do all day, every day, all week, every week of the month, all the months of the year [, he sees it].
Labels: autism, censorship, choices, creative writing, desires of suicide, harassment, humans, shame, silence, sociopathy, truth
posted by dysamoria at
11:16 PM
4 Comments:
Elise sounds plastic.
GOD I HATE PLASTICS!!!
I have learned to avoid them
like AIDS.
They are POISONOUS DANGEROUS
things, plastics WILL lie, and they
WILL do damage.
I had to learn to turst no one for
a long time until they have stuck
around long enuf to make me
see that they are not plastic.
Don't forget, diarrhoea WILL wash
away with the rain, but the smell
will hang around for a long time.
the smell has hung around me for about 4+ years now. she probably thinks i'm a crazy stalker. she's so fucking clueless as to what she is. it's astounding, really.
Tigger, are you familiar with Doctor Who? There were these creations called Autons. They were basically mannequines... plastic people. The Autons had an affinity for plastics and couldl manipulate them telekenetically....
I find relief in HATING those plastics
who have left me because of their
stupidity. I also like to spread the word
that she is a no good sloven loose
piece of poop toiletgirl.
I remember a episode called
?curse of the autons?
I don't rememner bebemem,enbnemer
very well, but I think that was it.
I like how Dr.l who goes about in
his tardis to escape or defeat
the badguys.
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