and fuck the rest of you [EDITED]
While i'm at it, fuck you tinawhore, pretentious and arrogant kristin, jana-brat, judy-sociopath, dana-sociopath, lynette-borderliner, john-arrogantfuck married to arrogant-fuck-tammy. fuck my family for never listening to me, fucking ever, child or adult. fuck my "friend and boss" will-fucking-sociopath-jefferson, fuck the evil HR director sharon-fucking-sociopath-picus at KU, the entire kutztown university board, my other sociopathic and immoral employers such as NCC, buckeye pipeline company and daytimers ... and all you fuckers who treated me like shit in grade school for nearly 10 years. fuck you to all the "teachers," the friends who didn't do shit for me but but demanded i do for them, that i change to suit them. fuck you to the arrogant, fucking ignorant doctors, hospitals, psychiatrists, counselors (hello bradly and mr. never have anything to say after weeks of me talk talk talking and EDUCATING YOUR IGNORANT ASS [Dr. Nathan Wagner]), fuck the worthless, addicting medications and the motherfucking companies which made them for profit only. fuck you, john and tammy, for getting me started on fucking medication that doesn't do fucking shit but make me a fucking junkie. fuck you to the organizations that claim to be there for people like me. autism groups, autism activism, autism FOR CHILDREN. FUCK YOUR CHILDREN. i was a child once, you know? WHAT THE FUCK DID I GET? FUCKING ABUSE! "bad attitude" "misbehavior" "doesn't live up to his potential" "talks in class" "doesn't participate" WELL FUCK YOU, SALISBURY SCHOOL SYSTEM!!!!!!!!!!
fuck you to america, the shining shit of ignorance. fuck the medical industry that believes AS only exists in children. fuck you to the worthless lies of the "US Constitution" ... the fucking useless united states of fucking america. FUCK THIS COUNTRY AND ITS LIES. racist, money-worshipping, whores of god. "for god you crawl over the bodies of the dead and in [the name of] god you murder."
i still can't get any of you out of my blood because i REMEMBER and i KNOW WHAT YOU ALL ARE. blame me, the fucking retard WHO SEES WHAT YOU REALLY ARE, YOU COMPLACENT AND SELFISH FUCKS. yes, call me the autistic retard who can't be normal like you selfish, apathetic fucks. put a fucking gun to my fucking brain stem and END ME NOW, you murderous fucking cunts.
hear me, you redneck "conservative" republican shitheads? COME KILL ME, YOU IGNORANT REDNECK RACIST GOD FUCKING PIECES OF SHIT!!!!!!!! FUCK YOUR GODS, FUCK YOUR BIBLES, FUCK YOUR JESUSES, FUCK ALL YOUR 2000+ YEARS OF POLITICAL, RACIST, ABUSIVE BULLSHIT. WORSHIP YOUR PILES OF MONEY AND YOUR THRONES, SAFE AWAY FROM THE CRIME YOU CREATE, THE WARS YOU START, AND THE REALITY YOU CAN'T COMPREHEND. WORSHIP YOUR SHIT. WORSHIP YOUR STOCKS, YOUR BANK ACCOUNTS, YOUR BACKBITING. WORSHIP YOUR SEMEN STAINED BIBLES. YOUR RIGHTIOUSNESS. YOUR POWER OVER OTHERS! YOU FUCKING HYPOCRITES OF THE HIGHEST POWER.
FUCK YOURSELVES TO DEATH AND GO TO THE GATES OF YOUR MASTURBATORY HEAVEN WHERE ONLY YOUR KIND ARE WELCOME TO BE FUCKED BY GOD AND HIS FUCKING WHOREY ANGELS! WORSHIP WORSHIP WORSHIP.
FUCK YOU, GREATEST OF ALL, FOR TREATING ME LIKE ALL THIS FUCKING DAMAGE IS MY OWN FUCKING FAULT!
fuck you to america, the shining shit of ignorance. fuck the medical industry that believes AS only exists in children. fuck you to the worthless lies of the "US Constitution" ... the fucking useless united states of fucking america. FUCK THIS COUNTRY AND ITS LIES. racist, money-worshipping, whores of god. "for god you crawl over the bodies of the dead and in [the name of] god you murder."
i still can't get any of you out of my blood because i REMEMBER and i KNOW WHAT YOU ALL ARE. blame me, the fucking retard WHO SEES WHAT YOU REALLY ARE, YOU COMPLACENT AND SELFISH FUCKS. yes, call me the autistic retard who can't be normal like you selfish, apathetic fucks. put a fucking gun to my fucking brain stem and END ME NOW, you murderous fucking cunts.
hear me, you redneck "conservative" republican shitheads? COME KILL ME, YOU IGNORANT REDNECK RACIST GOD FUCKING PIECES OF SHIT!!!!!!!! FUCK YOUR GODS, FUCK YOUR BIBLES, FUCK YOUR JESUSES, FUCK ALL YOUR 2000+ YEARS OF POLITICAL, RACIST, ABUSIVE BULLSHIT. WORSHIP YOUR PILES OF MONEY AND YOUR THRONES, SAFE AWAY FROM THE CRIME YOU CREATE, THE WARS YOU START, AND THE REALITY YOU CAN'T COMPREHEND. WORSHIP YOUR SHIT. WORSHIP YOUR STOCKS, YOUR BANK ACCOUNTS, YOUR BACKBITING. WORSHIP YOUR SEMEN STAINED BIBLES. YOUR RIGHTIOUSNESS. YOUR POWER OVER OTHERS! YOU FUCKING HYPOCRITES OF THE HIGHEST POWER.
FUCK YOURSELVES TO DEATH AND GO TO THE GATES OF YOUR MASTURBATORY HEAVEN WHERE ONLY YOUR KIND ARE WELCOME TO BE FUCKED BY GOD AND HIS FUCKING WHOREY ANGELS! WORSHIP WORSHIP WORSHIP.
FUCK YOU, GREATEST OF ALL, FOR TREATING ME LIKE ALL THIS FUCKING DAMAGE IS MY OWN FUCKING FAULT!
Labels: abuse of power, arrogance, commercialized, jefferson, kutztown university, psychology, shame, Sharon Picus, sociopathy, the corporate states of america, truth, you have no rights
posted by dysamoria at
5:24 AM
3 Comments:
When some children were abused, they never "grow up".
Like me.
People abused me, now they expect me to grow up?
Disapoint!
I am not growing up' I am staying a little boy, and they
have to foot the bill.
They must pay for my life now.
O well, I tried to warn them years ago back in
the seventies, but they wood not lissen.
Too late now.
i feel the same. i don't know at what point in time i would say that i have stopped growing.
the stopping point is based mostly on what the society which abused me expects of a person at whatever age i was when they decided it was "appropriate" to start abusing me. i guess this is the same for anyone who is abused.
so, when did the abuse actually begin? i can't be sure. i've been struggling to answer this question, my own self.
I think it started in stages with me.
A little weaker abuse first, then
as the body I live in got bigger, the abuse
got worse until I cood not stad it anymore.
That was about 18 I am guessing.
Then I lost the power to "take it"
and just gave up.
I am a 7 year old boy and this is
the way I am, it is all I can be,
and I it is the best I can do.
I wear my Pooh and Tigger playclothes
and take my Pooh bear and my Tigger with me wherever I go, they take the pain away
that would usually make me want to
jump in front of a drunken Ford
driver going 110 MPH.
I dont care what peple think when
they see me in my playclothes,
it is who I am.
If they likke them that is ok if
they dont, they will just have to
be disapointed, I mwas not put
put here bto please them.
We are not theipr slaves.
I will not be a slave to society,
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