madness or death
you're all culpable because you do nothing.
if i was a black/hispanic, pregnant, wheelchair-bound single mother,
someone would speak up for me.
but i'm just a worthless "white male" with no rights.
i only have a disability when you use it against me.
you're all culpable.
employers, friends, co-workers, lovers, family, doctors...
madness or death.
which is your preference for me?
you all did your part;
victimizers, blaming the victim.
gossip, office politics, and bastards like jefferson
who admit to enjoying the politicking.
you owe me a life,
what you took from me,
i want it back.
or i want nothing at all.
give me the resources to live,
or allow me to die with dignity.
the truth is here
and no one gives a shit
"bullying isn't illegal."
- Sharon Picus, KU HR Manager
if i was a black/hispanic, pregnant, wheelchair-bound single mother,
someone would speak up for me.
but i'm just a worthless "white male" with no rights.
i only have a disability when you use it against me.
you're all culpable.
employers, friends, co-workers, lovers, family, doctors...
madness or death.
which is your preference for me?
you all did your part;
victimizers, blaming the victim.
gossip, office politics, and bastards like jefferson
who admit to enjoying the politicking.
you owe me a life,
what you took from me,
i want it back.
or i want nothing at all.
give me the resources to live,
or allow me to die with dignity.
the truth is here
and no one gives a shit
"bullying isn't illegal."
- Sharon Picus, KU HR Manager
Labels: abuse, desires of suicide, harassment, jefferson, KU, kutztown university, neuroracism, shame, Sharon Picus, sociopathy, the corporate states of america, truth, women, you have no rights
8 Comments:
They do owe you a life, and they should all pay your
way through life, through disability taxes.
my food stamps were reduced. i was just about able to live on the amount i had, nutritionally. now...
seems they will jump at any chance to cancel you. my 6-month status form was late. i'm disabled, you know? apparently they don't understand that part...
Do you think that any of those dirty
croox (ie Yefferson) is fooling aroung
with it? Cood those people talk to the
state and tell lies about you and
cause these things, or do I imagine it?
jefferson's powerless beyond his little domain in the lazy and complacent world of academia (the university). the university wouldn't expend effort to mess with my disability assistance or food stamps. the easiest route for both parties is always the same: "ignore it and it will go away."
ironically, the state is the university and the university is the state. but we know pretty well how one hand never knows what the hell the other hand is doing... even attached to the same body. government is a stupid body.
I can only hope that if you did something to
get better foodstamps and disability that
this hand would not know what the other hand
was doing so you could do it and live better,
ie no one on the other side would know that
you got better disability.
If jefferson has the ignore it attitude then
I see that as a good thing Only relating to
the disability thing, he isnt screwing with it.
If I may be nosey, does your dad or mom or any relative
help you with these things?
my parents are only able to help me with the processing of paperwork and tasks like that. the things they call "executive functioning" ... just today i tried to talk to a credit card company representative and i just blanked out, felt panic and told her to call my dad. i felt weird, but i know it's what i have to do. Then again, i've always felt that way a little bit. It's just a LOT worse now.
other than that, sometimes my dad brings me a sandwich on his visits :-)
Scuse the second dum question,
wood your dad help you get better foodstamps
or better disability?
Oh, it's okay, little tigger. The question isn't dumb.
My dad does most of the paperwork, phone calls and other stuff. My mom is disabled, too. My dad has tried very hard and has taken a lot of his own stress because of it. He has to take care of his wife (my mom) and me AND my one sister, who has recently gone through trauma, too. It's really pretty hard on my dad. i try not to ask for too much. Really, the thing i would want the most, he is totally NOT going to do and that's find a lawyer to fight KU. He and my mom already had a fight with her employers and they couldn't get anything done because their lawyer was no good and the hospital my mom worked for has millions of $$$ and lots of lawyers to fight. The employers always win because they have resources we employees couldn't possibly have. So we employee LOSE!
sigh....
My dad cares a lot, but there's only so much he can do. i think he is at his maximum.
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