the ones who say it the most know it the least
love
friend
flexibility
acceptance
working for it
SO MANY MORE!
fuck you. you don't know the meaning of the fucking words.
how about:
traitor,
user,
abuser
and cyclic "personality disorders" like
borderline personality disorder, and
sociopathy
some of you are even supposedly educated, self aware, lucid and introspective...
well fuck you, because you're full of shit. you're uneducated in humanity. and why is it that so many of you are females? oh, stupid me, because i SEEK OUT YOUR COMPANIONSHIP.
you don't know shit. except something to exploit when you see it. like myself. free validation. money, paint, cat, love, respect, tenderness, valuation, my life, my job, my sweat and tears... oh and free custom porn. free loving sex. free to nail against the fucking wall when you need to project the things you hate about yourself onto someone else instead of DEALING WITH YOUR OWN SHIT.
YOU'RE DANGEROUS, HEARTLESS, SELFISH AND CRUEL OPPORTUNISTS TAKING WHAT YOU WANT WHEN YOU WANT IT AND GIVING NOTHING OF YOURSELF IN RETURN BUT LAYING BLAME THAT YOU DESERVE ONTO THE CHESTS OF OTHERS.
and at heart, deep inside you, the place you hate being the most,
YOU FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU FUCKING ARE
and
YOU KNOW i'm RIGHT.
FUCKING TRAITORS.
friend
flexibility
acceptance
working for it
SO MANY MORE!
fuck you. you don't know the meaning of the fucking words.
how about:
traitor,
user,
abuser
and cyclic "personality disorders" like
borderline personality disorder, and
sociopathy
some of you are even supposedly educated, self aware, lucid and introspective...
well fuck you, because you're full of shit. you're uneducated in humanity. and why is it that so many of you are females? oh, stupid me, because i SEEK OUT YOUR COMPANIONSHIP.
you don't know shit. except something to exploit when you see it. like myself. free validation. money, paint, cat, love, respect, tenderness, valuation, my life, my job, my sweat and tears... oh and free custom porn. free loving sex. free to nail against the fucking wall when you need to project the things you hate about yourself onto someone else instead of DEALING WITH YOUR OWN SHIT.
YOU'RE DANGEROUS, HEARTLESS, SELFISH AND CRUEL OPPORTUNISTS TAKING WHAT YOU WANT WHEN YOU WANT IT AND GIVING NOTHING OF YOURSELF IN RETURN BUT LAYING BLAME THAT YOU DESERVE ONTO THE CHESTS OF OTHERS.
and at heart, deep inside you, the place you hate being the most,
YOU FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU FUCKING ARE
and
YOU KNOW i'm RIGHT.
FUCKING TRAITORS.
Labels: abuse, anti-social, arrogance, behaviors, bully, choices, desires of suicide, exposure, fear, humans, lost, love, neuroracism, psychiatry, psychology, sociopathy, truth, women
posted by dysamoria at
11:50 AM
4 Comments:
i am reading your words again and again now. i respect your observations and statements. i am trying to make a healthy determination, i am trying my best for not presenting any reason for self-defense as much as possible since i am female, while i know it is impossible to break the circuit between truth and self-defense mechanisms.
the first thing comes to my mind is all the traitors are not female. females need companionship no less than males. if you ask me actually most of them male, because they are the ones always craving to use others, especially females around them, those they got their attention and feelings. they are the ones who act like if Eve were created for Adam. on the contrary females, naturally and the way they are trained by the society, are given to ability to give, sometimes even without asking any mutuality, if they are caught by heart, because they are naturally stronger than males emotionally.
females need companionship no less than males.
if you are using the word 'traitor' literally as being a traitor against one's country, i do not believe one can have two flags in his/her heart. when it comes to chose a flag to hold, no one can hold two flags at the same time. so, what is wrong about traitor is one hate the country he/she lives in other than a country he/she would carry its flag. of course, we can enjoy or love for being in another country, serve enormously to that country different than we would hold and carry its flag, but when it comes to hold a flag, and if we try to hold more than one flag, than it is traison. the good thing is unless we are not forced to 'chose' there can be no problem having more than one flag in our houses.
secondly, this is for sure; if you consider yourself as 'free' i cannot agree with you. someone may have to pay a high cost for you, since your value is high, you know it and you ask it. if you did not have appropriate response you deserved perhaps the other party did not get what your cost and your value could be, because of miscommunication or misunderstanding, concerns, or simply interference and jam, etc.
i think you are indicating that other parties' personality disorders are the main reason for all the interferences.
i am not sure whether it is always possible. maybe it is, maybe not...
of course i do not know what you exprerienced exactly in your life, if i am leaving non sense thoughts in here, it is only because they are from my own experience.
as much as i can see in your blog, the one thing i am sure is you are different than most of the males and i love this difference i cannot describe yet.
wishing best for you
but, if you wrote those words for some other females, just ignore my prior comment. i definitely agree with you for every word you wrote there.
i think how i feel is kind of traison or cruelty.
maybe you are right.
but, are you sure you are always nice to girls?
fuck
damnit. i was hoping you'd hang in the sweet spot a bit longer.
go have a snack on me.
pet some kitties.
more snacks.
repeat as necessary.
i've been nicer than i ever should have been, allowing them to fuck me over again and again. especially the females. as with everything else, it's all up to THEIR interpretation. and they always make their last assault at me the same one: name the last few females i was with and suggest the problem is me, when it's already clear that this is THEIR OWN FUCKING PROBLEM. yell at me for "demonizing them all over the internet" when i've been demonized all over her fucking blog. she fucking claimed to love me, but my feelings never have a fucking thing to do with anything. they're fucking non-existent. i have no feelings.
it would be better to just stop.
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