if i gave up the internet
...maybe i'd stop seeing what i've been missing.
i can't believe i edited my ok cupid profile again.
someone looked at my profile. i think she's attractive.
she's not under 30. she might be educated.
but the rest gives me that same feeling i always get...
and i'm almost always right (and i hate that).
i just want to be beaten and hurt repeatedly, apparently.
i can't believe i edited my ok cupid profile again.
someone looked at my profile. i think she's attractive.
she's not under 30. she might be educated.
but the rest gives me that same feeling i always get...
and i'm almost always right (and i hate that).
i just want to be beaten and hurt repeatedly, apparently.
Labels: autism, beauty, choices, desires of suicide, exposure, fear, lost, neuroracism, truth, women
posted by dysamoria at
3:57 AM
2 Comments:
This is just me, I have just given up
on relatiosnhips. In my opinion, what I
have seen, the things I have added up,
it is all pointing to that there is
no girl 4 me.
It was a danged impossible thing at
first, and it was as painful as being
told that I cood never walk again,
but what was the other choice?
Have my brain scrambled by 2000000
volts of electricity?
That is what I think letting another
worthless girl into Tiggerland
would do, so I had to accept that
Dr. Tigger was right, that I cood
never love again.
There I got it.
Self diagsosits. No outside
doctor needed.
I do much better to be a little boy
who does not date and just wear his
Tigger and Pooh.
Then the girls will just say look how cute
Tigger is in his Tigger and Pooh
rompers, but they will not persoo him
or bother him 4 money that he does
not have or expect him to do all this
un reason able junk, they will just have
to go find a growediup with money and
a growedup head wont they?
Bye girls, sorry I am not what you expected,
I am just a little boy, you cann play
with me and pat my head, but you may
not touch me or think of me the way
you would a "man", that is 4bidden.
Bye now, move along.
Nothing more 2 C here, just a little boy
playing with his toys in his yard.
And that is me.
if you gave up on the internet, you'd also miss a lot of opportunities. (ie) we'd never had met...
just tread carefully. and take a big fucking stick.
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